I wonder what he is doing right now. I wonder if he thinks about me. Many questions come in my mind if he ever thinks how I spend my time without him. I wonder if he ever thinks how miserable my life is? Does he know how I wonder searching him everywhere? I just wonder if he know how I feel alone in the middle of 8 billion. I don’t know if ever know how I die searching him. I am not sure why he left me helpless. I am not sure if ever dream about me. I am totally confused and I wonder if he just feel like me. I am not sure if he know I write him everyday but I mail to myself. I wonder if he know I search for him every day and succeed finding him but he always block my paths.